4:45 am

Well it is early in the morning and as you can see I am not sleeping due to being VERY uncomfortable. Did I say good contractions in my last blog I take that back they are NO fun. They are tolerable right now so I'm not running to wake anyone up just yet. I am also scared they will fizzle away like they have in the past week. It does feel different this time because they are getting stronger. So we will see what happens. I was hoping to get some sleep to be better prepared for labor if and when it happens but it doesn't look like that is going to happen. I guess I should get use to the lack of sleep! It is really hard to be a first time pregnant woman, you can't tell what is really happening with your body, I just hope when I decide to go to the labor and delivery ward they don't sent me back home and say it was false labor. I guess we will have to wait and see. I will continue to update this as much as possible, I got a speech from my mother about how many people get on to read this so I need to update more often. So thank you for caring so much about how we are doing and it is the least I can do for ya'll who are taking the time to check up on us!